ManeatingPonies

Just lately I have been feeling very down for no good reason, my bad habbit of scratching myself when stressed, angry, nervous and sad had been getting bad again and i now have a large scab on my hand where a scratched at it  repeatedly without noticing. The last time that happened was in Janurary, i still have the scars. I've been unable to feel happy since July which just happens to be when I started on medication number 4. The last couple of days have been bad, even for me, my mum decided i was showing to many sighns of depression which lead to my sitting in the doctors office this morning instead of Candy's sociology lesson. So tonight I

*I got my exam results, not as good as I wanted but better than i expected due to unfortunate circumstances whilst takeing the exams. I don't even remember takeing one of them. *I dropped english lit which is a big weight off. *I have a trial run at a new job *I turn 17 on sunday (old enough to drive, which is scary) *Tommorrow I am having a painting day while my family go digging (loud music ^^) *My new hair colour is lasting well :D On the downside, i have an eye test on wednesday, they really freak me out, i generally fear doctors and health exams of any kind. [EDIT] *the eye exam went okay, it was just really scary *I got the

I went to see Flyleaf on tuesday, they were awsome, it was a great experience, avoiding the spilt beer and mosh pit, I regained my hearing later. ^^ My art coursework deadling is the 1st of April, after that i might actually find time to do some pieces for my own enyoyment, hopefully i will have some new stuff very soon, i will have even more time after the 4th of may which is the date of my 5 hour art exam. 5 Hours to create a piece, so little time. But at the moment I can't wait to get it over with. then i can relax-ish. Exams are coming up, they will help me decide which subject to drop, i want to continue with Psychology and sociology, i